Friday, March 31, 2006
got this analysis thing from prisci's blog!
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
Thursday, March 30, 2006
i think i've changed alot since last year.for the worse ):
i shall be a good girl and follow my timetable i planned during smo training. i planned timetables for two days! smo was so boring. haha ok, i'm 15 mins behind schedule. hahaha. how lame. bye! :D
Monday, March 27, 2006
hello! i just searched "let's dance! , lyrics" on google, and this is what i got! i think it's pretty cool, though i've never heard the song before, and i wonder how the song actually sounds like, haw haw :D Anyone got this song send to me kay! :DLet's Dance
Artist: Five
Album: Kingsize
(If you wanna dance, this is our chance,
If you wanna dance, let's take our chance)
Jiggy jump to the beat
Keep bouncin', 30 seconds and counting
Hot one, this choice is critical
Situation is difficult
My calibre won't allow me to rhyme
On a level where you people can hear me
See me, guess I know you wanna be me
In the meantime bounce to the beat
Sing,
Music is my life cos my life is music
The beat of the drum in your heart...
Let's dance (like you mean it, can't you feel it? don't you know...)
Let's dance (cos you need it, better believe it, here we go)
Let's dance (give your all when we're coming together on the floor)
Let's dance (you know that you've got what I like...)
Check it down,
Droppin' verbal bombs on the beat,
Hopin' that you people think this sound is unique,
Cos I like to party, you like to party,
Come on everybody, gotta get it started,
I got something to get you jumpin'
When I kick the freaky rhyme I'll get the dancefloor thumpin'
Just step back and take time to check
When I rock up on the mic
You people never forget
Check it out,
Music is my life cos my life is music
The beat of the drum in your heart...
Let's dance (like you mean it, can't you feel it? don't you know...)
Let's dance (cos you need it, better believe it, here we go)
Let's dance (give your all when we're coming together on the floor)
Let's dance (you know that you've got what I like...)
Let's dance (like you mean it, can't you feel it? don't you know...)
Let's dance (cos you need it, better believe it, here we go)
Let's dance (give your all when we're coming together on the floor)
Let's dance (you know that you've got what I like...)
(You know you've got what I like...)
If you wanna dance, this is our chance
If you wanna dance, let's take our chance
If you wanna dance, this is our chance
If you wanna dance, let's take our chance
You know that you've got what I like
You know that you've got what I need
(If you wanna dance...)
(C'mon)
You know that you've got what I like...
(Oh yeah...)
Music is my life cos my life is music
The beat of the drum in your heart...
Let's dance (like you mean it, can't you feel it? don't you know...)
Let's dance (cos you need it, better believe it, here we go)
Let's dance (give your all when we're coming together on the floor)
Let's dance (you know that you've got what I like...)
Let's dance (If you wanna dance...)
(like you mean it, can't you feel it? don't you know...)
Let's dance (If you wanna dance...)
(cos you need it, better believe it, here we go)
Let's dance (Oooh, ohhh...)
(give your all when we're coming together on the floor)
Let's dance (Oooh, ohhh...)
(you know that you've got what I like...)
Let's dance (If you wanna dance...)
(like you mean it, can't you feel it? don't you know...)
Let's dance (If you wanna dance...)
(cos you need it, better believe it, here we go)
Let's dance (Oooh, ohhh...)
(give your all when we're coming together on the floor)
Let's dance (Oooh, ohhh...)
(you know that you've got what I like...)
EHHHH! I HATE POPUPS. SO ANNOYING LAHHH. WALIAO.
i think i whine alot :P hahahhaa, and yes i know i;m annoying when i complain things/people is/are annoying. hahahhahahaha. anyways, TIME TO GO WATCH "SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE"!! i think it's quite interesting, though some of them really suck but haha i cant do any of their whatever breakdancing or ballet shit so haha i shall shut up and watch :D and then after that study bio!
Sunday, March 26, 2006
(taken from the invites ale made :D)
THE FISHBONE CAFE
get hooked on us! :D
1st April, SATURDAY
get hooked on us! :D
1st April, SATURDAY
(yes, it's happening on april fools day! imagine, what fun! :D)
7pm-9pm
@ covenant EFC
7pm-9pm
@ covenant EFC
The Fishbone Cafe is a youth-run project, located right in the heart of Bukit Panjang. Our aim is to provide a place for Youths (but we welcome both the young and the young-at-heart), to chill and hang out with friends, be entertained by our live performances, and get to meet new people.
The Fishbone Cafe serves free-flow drinks, ice-cold "sky juice", and a complimentary bowl of snacks, all for the one-off entry fee (s$3-4 per person) you pay at the door.
So come enjoy a relaxing and entertaining evening at The Fishbone Cafe and..
GET HOOKED ON US! :D
p.s. contact me if you're gna come or if you're interested in coming okay! it's gna be really cool, yesyes! :D OH, and the drinks are super super super nice. trust me (;
Saturday, March 25, 2006
i know i'm not very intelligent or brilliant or gifted or whatever.and it's alrd pissin enough that you don't trust me.
could you at least show me some respect?
piss off.
freakit. i seriously broke my diet today. lunch was acceptable lah, cos it was with st and my st mummy. dinner was.. hah. by the time i reached home i was so pissed off i stuffed myself. freakit. i shldve just eaten at kfc. so much for resisting dinner, though i was really not hungry. but waliao, there's hardly any food to stuff myself with at home -.-
i woke up 3 hours late today, so i didn't go jo's house. i havent read tkam anyways. freak la i'm so dead. and the chinese book? stupid stupid shit. and i wasted the whole of ytd and today just stoning ard, i-dont-feel-like-doing-anything-ing my time away.
aiyaaaaa! whatever lah. wwjd. i shall not hate. i shall not curse and swear. i shall try to love like Jesus would. i shall not be lazy. i shall not waste my life away. i shall do all i should do for Jesus. and i shall not complain. and i shall sleep early tonight, i look like shit!
i shall not be gloomy or pissed cos the joy-oy of the Lord-ord is my strength! :D
Friday, March 24, 2006
hello! haha, i just changed my layout, cos i'm really sick of the previous one lol. seems like i've been flirting with layouts eh. haha whatever lah.haha, this weekend, i've gotta start and finish reading TKAM, and the yellow chinese book.
haha ok, i'm not so pek chek today alrd lah. maybe abit here and there but whatever lah. haha.
i feel so blessed to have a friend like mabel who listens, understands, cares, and helps. and prays, when i just don't feel like talking bout things. :D i hope i can be such a great friend to you too! heh. take care alrighty! love.
eh. i'm getting chubbier and chubbier every day! this is getting bad. i'm putting on, and turning fat! ah, i still rmb jojo used to call me meaty. heh! hello! my name is meaty chubby lazy bumbum! hhahahhaha. ok, i came up with the second name myself. hahahahha.
ehh! i think i'm so screwed for nafa test. is it in april? lol. i run too slow. i've got stamina when it comes to running really slow, but when i speed up a lil then wah!! can die lah! haha oh my gosh i'm so sucky at running. and my shuttle run is so screwed up? haha! i look so silly and comical when i'm doing shuttle run. haha. and then the inclined pullups! i suck at this one. like. 6? 7? waliao. and sit and reach! can die. i have short legs and still i cant do sit and reach well? waliao lah. i'd better start training like nobody's business cos not only do i need to train for nafa and get fit, i need to lose weight lah! oh my gosh. i'm getting so chubby.
i need to stop stuffing myself with food! have you seen me stuff myself before? it's disgusting, really. and then after that i feel and look so bloated i feel like puking. but! i continue eating -.- haha. i shall save money and stop stuffing myself with food, yesyes. and spend the money shopping! :DDDD hahahahhaha
haha. i'm so smelly! i shall go and bathe. and then go and read TKAM. and then try to sleep early. gosh! it's almost 8 alrd? lol! siao lah.
random nice song lyrics below! i love this song, i dont know why! hahahhahaha. plus the one i blogged at the sesamewtins blog! hahahhaah. bye!
We Might As Well Be Strangers
Keane
I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well
I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a another time
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know
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another song! hahhahahahah :D
Freak Out
by Avril Lavigne
Try to tell me what I shouldn't do
You should know by now
I won't listen to you
Walk around with my hands
Up in the air
'Cause I don't care
'Cause I'm all right
I'm fine
Just freak out let it go
Chorus
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
'Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out let it go
Just freak out let it go
You don't always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
Walk around with your hands up in the air
Like you don't care
'Cause I'm all right
I'm fine
Just freak out let it go
Chorus
Let it go
On my own
Let it go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Just let me live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
'Cause i'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out let it go
Gonna freak out let it go (x 2)
haha ok byebye!
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
aiyerrrr. i feel damn pek chek. and moody. and just now i was now frickin high can? like. sky high kinda thing. lol. talk about mood swings. lol. waliao. damn pek chek. aiyerrr.okok, i need to put myself in the fridge and try to just chill out and cool it. uh huh. maybe i should turn on the aircon in my room or smth.
oei. thanks for caring and for lyk making the effort and everything. sorry if i snapped at you or annoyed you or let you down or pissed you off or ruined your mood. i didn't mean to. i'm sorry. i'll try to do what i can ok? a lil worried i won't be able to do anything though. ah. damn pek chek.
you know what? at the back of my head, i was thinking something like this was sure to happen and guess what? it did. hoho. i guess now's the time when i go "i knew it !! " or lyk "i knew this was gna happen !! " But i guess by saying stuff that, i'm just lyk mocking myself? hah. aiya. i guess it was i just being immature and dreamy and stuff and well yeah whatever. damn pek chek.
i scared myself while eating fish just now. the bones. oh my gosh. what was i thinking. i'm so freaky. pek chek pek chek.
bah! ):
i have frickin mood swings like crazy. and i'm not even pmsing or whatever can! i'm just.. hha. pek chek la pek chek.
aiya. w-d-v lahh.
aiyer. i feel like going to sleep now, no mood lol. damn frickin pek chek.
i need to de-pekchek!
aiyaa. i'm so frickin emotionally unstable! and lil bit more mentally unsound than usual. hah! i'm such an air head
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
2m! the chem test has been postponed! please spread the wonderful news!! (:
and, please visit the sesametwins blog! we've posted, and we've updated our links! if you think we have forgotten to link you (heh heh, oops), or you would like us to link you, please leave a tag with your blog add! :D
yay! no chem test tmr! :D
ZAIJIAN AGAIN! :D
hello! haha, the one week break passed by so quickly! boo):
i still think my hair is so so screwed. esp the fringe! haiyaiyai. but nevermind! it will grow back and then i'll be pretty again(: hahahahhaha.
it's been quiet! but i've been noisy! :D
sunday;
i slept in haha. and then, i only started doing my hw again at my popo's house. haha. had dinner there! it was yum yum. oh, my diet's not working! i'm not being disciplined, and i'm eating more! bad bad bad me. hahahahha. ok. then on sunday night i stayed up to finish my maths worksheets and the last story of the chinese story book. yupyup. slept too late again! boo.
monday;
jumped out of bed! the alarm gave me a shock. hahhaha. sch was ok. ate nasi lemak! bad bad me. hahahah. and then, after school i had tuition, and then i went bpp with mummy to buy some stuff, and then we came home and i did homework and watched tv until 10 plus, and then i bummed around in my room until 12? then i went to sleep haha.
today!
i woke up late, and then mummy and i couldn't find my one time payment return slip thing! don't know where daddy left it. daddy's overseas now. :/ oh wells. nevermind. and and and. OHNO! i forgot to take my science wb from miss yeo after school. haiyaiyai. there's chem test tmr. ok! I HAVE TO GO NOW, DENTAL APPOINTMENT! i think i'm late!
byebye! :D
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hello! haha, i'm back from dental! i look funny hahha. i think you will scream when i smile! haha but no, i didnt take off my braces lah. the colour's just kinda. whoa! haha yeah.
haha! i'm gna study chem, and then make some changes to my maths worksheets and then hopefully if there's time left i'll go to the gym! i havent gone in a week. i feel fat again haha.
i <3 drinking milk!
i think it'll be quite cool if my name were "nobody". you know why? cos! cos! cos! when someone sad and lonely says "nobody loves me):" or lyk "nobody cares):" or stuff like that, i can grin at them and give them a "HELLYEAH!", and not be mean! :D and actually mean it! hahahha. and besides, nobody is perfect! :D
hahahah. ok. i'm crazy.
haha ok lah. i'd better go study before my brain expires! hahahhahahaha.
i guess. when i see you i feel like i miss you so much. and then afew days later i feel better again. haha. i'm such a weirdo.
HAHA OK I GTG LAHHH (x
ZAI JIAN.
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
i think my hair looks damn ugly now):hai yai yai.
morning, one.
i admit i got a lil overboard, and i cursed and swore too much, again. my bad. ok. ehh. love you mabel! i think not only do we have to guard our hearts, we have to watch our words, and our thoughts. it's okay to feel hurt, but it's not okay to hate, and it's even worse to curse and call names. let's not mix up opinions and facts, although well i'm very very guilty too. but hey. we are ALL fearfully and wonderfully made by God. i think it pains His heart the most to see all that's going on. but i'm sure He has His purposes in everything he puts all of us through, alright? trust in Him! pray! love you. - hugs -
night, one, so far.
i.. don't know what to say about it.
i forsee another one, either within the next hour, or tmr morning.
aiya. i shld just save it and just. forgeddit la.
haiyaiyai. i wanna go for the match tmr! but i still have homework left to do): i have 3 more chinese stories, and TKAM to read (which is very impossible for me), and maths worksheets that really confuse me. and i need to catch up on some sleep): aiyaiyai, maybe i wont go.
i don't feel like going to the airport tmr.
eeyer. i feel so sleepy and teary and annoyed and worried and stressed and sticky and blahblahblah, i dont know what to do, so i just get high on.. er.. myself?
i feel like i'm pmsing. but i know i can't possibly be. i think i just haven't been sleeping enough la.
btw, i like avril's fall to pieces. some lyrics apply so well to me. some i'm not so sure. the others just make the song nice i guess.
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
[Chorus]
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
[Chorus without last line]
[Chorus]
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
my eyes feel like they're red. but they're not. but i'm tired.
goodnight, world.
where is your heart?
hahahaha, hello! :D yesterday, i went to bpp's macs to study. sarah kept me company! :D after 2 hours, i'd finished a cup of iced milo, concluded i did not understand my maths, concluded i dont know how to do my bio ws, drawn all over my ereaser, talked too much, and!! and!! i read 1 out of my 5 chinese stories. hahhahahahhaha. eh. i think malay boys are quite cute :P *winkwink* anyways, after that we went to lot1, and then we went to eat sushi. hahahhaa. we were waiting for kor, and we were lyk saying that he later sure smelly smelly, cos he was coming from after a hike with trailblazers. and then! and then! when he came one of the first things he asked was "do i smell?" hahhahahahahhaha. then sarah and i burst out laughing like mad girls. hahahaha. sushi was more or less good la! haha. talktalktalk. so funny so funny. i think we were making alot of noise, laughing like nobody's business hahahhaha. oh. poor sarah was running a fever! she was hawt :D hahaha. haha, the pics taken are so so so funny hahahhahahahah sarah and i look how retarded can! kor's the only one that looks normal hahahhahaha. and then! after that, we took bus 190 and sarah went home and kor taught me maths AT STARBUCKS!:DDDD. wah! so confusing. but i think i get it lar. haha. and then. galvin went home to prepare for later. and i went to the nice nice toilet, and then i took bus home. haha. and then i walked home frm clementi. and then at home i got high cos of the coffee i had earlier. OHOH, AND THE SUSHI THAT TASTED WASABE-ED. hai ya yai!
OH MY GOSH, I JUST CALLED JEROME CHEW FOR FUN. HAHAHHAHAHAHA! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! OH MY GOSHIES HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA SO FUNNY HIS VOICE MSG THING. AHAHAHHAHAHA! HAHAHHAHAHA! PINK BRACES BOY (x
- breathes in -
ok. ohoh! ytd's photos :D
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ahhahahaha, ok, i need to go peepoobathe:DDDD now, and then i need to leave the house alrd! hahahhaa, zai jian!
Friday, March 17, 2006
HAHAHAHHAHHAHAH!
I LOOK SO FRICKIN FUNNY. I KNOW I'M DAMN COOL LA CAN :D
NOW I'M HAPPY AGAIN(:
:DDDDD
ehh. but there's one nicer pic i took with wilona! wilona send to meee! :D
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wilona sent me the pics! cheggitout :D
the original
heh(:
heh(:
original(:
i played!
original, no edits! :D wilona's so pretty ahhahaha.
original(:
i editted(:
and editted :D
haha ok that's all lah byebye! :D
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
i did art postcard and maths corrections today! haha yay. i think my postcard looks okay lah. just that it's a lil off my original theme. but whatever. i spent so much time on it i think it looks fine(:here's what homework i've got left.
- maths ws 3, 4, 5
- read chinese book pg 109-137
- read To Kill A Mocking Bird
and all the projects):
i think this world is so so so corrupt. what's happened to everyone? what the world really needs now more than ever is God's touch. and yet. who am i to say all this? when was the last time i really talked to God? when was the last time i really read my Bible? :/
i don't know, i've been so distant from so many people and. aiya. whatever la. i've been kinda short tempered and irritable lately. sorry i guess?
i havent gymed for the past two nights.
i opened a box of chocolates last night. ferrero mon cheri. now it's like more or less finished? and i've been stuffing myself with so much food. ah. so much for dieting. er. cravings?
bah. ): i don't know what's wrong with me.
i'm scared):
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
i feel like miao.some people just dont know when to stop. bloody guo fen la.
and some other people just..
ugh. whatever. bye.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i just gymed again! :DAN HOUR AND A HALF
for the second night in a row!
YAYYY FOR ME(:
i feel good! but tired. (x
but i need to run faster! i'm too slow, and my stamina sucks!
but nevermind!
i shall train! but in the morning next time :P
oh my goodness, so so so much homework! ):
i;m charging my mp3 now. it's dead!
cos i havent charged it in afew weeks.
i love my mp3! :D
it's my gym partner.
i'm eating egg and noodles.
and then i shall bathe.
and then i shall read 3 chapters of my chinese book.
and then i shall do 40 situps!
and then i sleep.
I FORGOT TO BRING THE WHATEVER KILL MOCKING BIRD LIT BOOK HOME, I'LL HAVE TO GO ALL THE WAY TO SCH TO GET IT FRM MY LOCKER TMR, HOW SAD! ):
i should pack up my table. then i can do my work! the daisy's still dying, btw. i've got more homework): here's the updated list, again! cancelled either means i've done it or ive decided to forget it. heh!
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- maths corrections
- maths ws 3, 4, & 5
- art postcard
- zhou ji
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- lit unseen prose
- read chinese book
- read lit book
- chinese book thing
- lit whatever
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AHH, I REALLY WANNA GO OUT EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THIS FRICKIN WEEK COS IT'S THE HOLS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD BUT I SAY NOOO I CANT COS IVE GOT MIAO LOTTA HOMEWORK AND I DONT WANNA SPEND TOO MUCH MONEY EVEN THOUGH I REALLY WANT TO!!
miao this miao.
i need to psyche myself.
ah yes! timetables! and self-motivating! :D
i'd better get started, it's almost 11 alrd!
goodnight! :D
i went out with stace today!
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Monday, March 13, 2006
ughh. i'm so pissed off. screw this holiday la. i might as well stay at home, lock myself in my room and study and mug my ass off. i mean lyk. i wont spend/waste any money like that. won't mess up the house like that. won;t have to keep on asking you for approval of this and that. won't have to keep on thinking of ways to adjust my plans just so that you'll approve. like wth okay! come home by dinner. for what?!?! we don't even eat dinner together anyways. and it's not lyk we're gna have some special dinner or wdv. and what's the point of asking who i'm going out with or where i'm going or what i'm going to do if you don't even know any of my friends anyway, and you don't let me go anywhere anyway! madness. lyk the only time you let me go out is when you just can't be bothered. other than that it's lyk no all the way?! RAWRR. and then when i finally convince you to let me go out you say i can't buy anything?! then go out for what?! look and try on clothes for fun ah. waste time can! and then you ask me to buy my own things with my own money. fine. then when my friends' friends offer me easy jobs with good pay you don't allow. why? cos the person must have some bad motives right! where got people so good one right! -.- wth! then what you expect me to do. and then my friends. you ask them to take care of me right. then when they actually make the effort to lyk send me home late at night cos you can't be bothered with me, you suspect things and think that all my friends have motives! like wthh! and then you label all my guy friends as those kind of "you never know what motives they might have" kinda people. like wth okay! fine. so you don't trust me. but you don't have to go around judging my friends based on lyk nothing at all! oh wth.aiya. no matter what i do i'll never be good enough. i'll always be lacking in too many ways.
sometimes i feel so so out of place :/ so bloody extra.
but i ain't living my life just for your approval. i do what i can, i try my best. if that's not good enough for you then well i don't really care. i'm not gna be someone i'm not, just for you. and don't judge my friends. you don't even know them. i don't go around judging your friends. so i ask you respect my friends, and their parents.
i'm still pissed :/
i thank God for a friend like mabel who listens and understands all the nonsense and all that i complain about. i keep on regretting and repeating to myself what i should or shouldn't have done. lol. and i'm such a confusing person, i contradict myself so much. like today.
"i'm serious. as in, -blahblahblah- . but i'm not serious. i mean, how serious can i be if i -blahblahblah- ?"
or this one.
"i want to -blahblahblah- , but i don't want to -blahblahblah- cos -blahblahblah- , but aiyaa i still wanna -blahblahblah- . "
thanks mabel, for bothering to listen, and for understanding and for giving a damn <3
i should really get over things. i mean. this is lyk going no where. i guess you have every right to be pissed so yeah. maybe some day when we've both really grown up. for now? i dont know la. maybe the awkwardness and all will fade with time.
mabel used a really good word to reason why i did what i did. "irresistable"
bah. i'm gna eat smth, do my home e design, gym, bathe, do heymaths. hopefully i'll see stace online, so we can arrange tmr.
i'm stressed.
aiya. whatever la.
I find myself wrong again
Staring out my window
Wondering what it is I should have said
I find myself at home again
Waiting for the after call
From a fallout that feels like such a mess
Ohhhh I can only be myself
I'm sorry that's hell for you
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
So I listen to you complain and then
I bite my tongue in vain again
As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint
I'm so vile while youre a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin
Ohhhh I can only be myself
Youre lookin for someone else
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
You know how to give but you can't take it
It's all just a waste now you can save it
No matter what I do
Its never good enough, never good enough
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
Is nothing new
Save your breath cause here comes the truth
I'm over the drama of you
And that's something new
Sunday, March 12, 2006
love. sam, jo, me.
2m with mrs poh, miss cheah and miss yeo, yo yo yo!
2m(:
love. me, andrea, jo, jo, sam, aud.
i had a haircut today! haha, the hairdresser seriously looked like my kor & jie's mum! haha, and SHE gave me a haircut! she was lyk so so fast and she didnt hesitate to cut at all! she just snipped snipped snipped with that weird thinning scissors. so well, now i have very little hair left. haha! and my fringe is like. non exsistent. non exsistant. er. whatever. haha! but i think i look ok la. just that i look like a sotong when i tie it up! big head, small tail! hahahahhahaha.
i ate so much today. i feel weird! i have tummy.
i think i suck at keeping promises, esp to myself! hahahha.
ehhhh. i have a very bad memory. i guess that's good sometimes. but when it comes to studying it's very very bad!! i think i'm random. prolly cos i can't rmb what i was talking about. my undies are on the table! hahahaha. i'm so messy :/ haha, i find joy in calling people miao heads and miaomiaos, though it sounds so retardeddd! i miaoed just now! i think i need to miao again. HAHA. ok nvm.
ok i finally rmb what i was gna do, so i shall go and do it nownow, yesyesyes (:
oh no, i forgot how to spell "rmb" :/ die.
so long, and goodbye! or was it so long and goodnight. aiya, whatever the song says! so long and goodsomething!
i want family night pics!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
hello!!haha ok i cant really talk properly, i think i'm gna lose my voice soon. havent screamed so much in a long time! the last time was hmm.. long long long ago la.
family night was so high so high! i went crazy. it wasnt exactly great, but i just got high anyways (: our class won creative! hahaha. all the classes did a pretty good job! but it's lyk almost every class did some mass bollywood dance kinda thing, but it was nice! hahahaa. our talentine went smoothly. but haha! i was still quite stiff. heh heh heh. supposed to be geek wad! (x oh, and almost everyone looked so retro and pretty! haha, send me the pics everyoneee!
oh ya. congrats sizzlers! yal won first place! (: and netties! yal won finals! oooowee! (:
mabel! cool down, cool down. dont do anything silly alrights! cheer up, love ya! and if you ever think i dont care, well i do okay! well, i guess you've noticed, i just really really really don;t know what i should say or do to help you. but i do care! from the bottom of my heart, i love you soooo much and i really do care! i just dont want to say or do the wrong things and end up making things worse for you. i guess i lack personal experience in these kinda stuff so i wldnt know for myself how it really really feels though i can kinda guess but ya that's different right? but well, anything, i'm here for you dearie. love ya! cheer up!
ah, one week break.
total of 3 projects
- lit
- geog (chapters dunowad till dunowad presentation)
- chinese (story book reviews)
and homework.
- maths corrections
- 4 maths independent learning worksheets
- 2 heymath assignments
- art postcard
- zhou zi
- home e doc holder thing (doc holder, design, reflections!)
- lit unseen prose thing.
- read the ENTIRE yellow chinese book. wth!
and tasks
- gym for an hour everyday (morning/night, depending)
- diet (maybe cept on friday! :D)
- sleep before 10pm, wake up after 9am
ohhh. and a total of 3 dates (:
- tuesday, stace, somewhere over the rainbowwww~
- wednesday, mabel, sentosa
- friday, kor and mei, sushi!
man, it's gna be a madrush 'break'! everyday's gna be lyk more packed than a sch day can! i'm so gna end up stressing out, and sleeping less! and wth! i think i'm falling sick! ):
haha, i wanna go mabel's church tmr! i really wanna go. it's been so long! hope i can go.
ehh. my ass hurts.
Friday, March 10, 2006
friday family night feverrr!Let's rock, everybody, let's rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin' to the jailhouse rock.
whoo! you aint nothin but a hound doggg. hahaha.
oh my gosh, i just realised how much i like oldies, hahahaha.
yay, the lady at macs gave me a green balloon, with a purple stick! haha, how barney-ish.
man, i'm getting pretty sleepy. hope i'll hype up again soon! haha.
ok i gtg now bye!
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
When you know that you just don't knowHello!
As you would've obviously noticed by now, I've changed my layout! It's green bearbears now, hahahah! DIDYOUKNOW, that, I dont like pink anymore? If you didnt, go kiss a daisy cos I don't anymore! Haha, for now, I like red, and green. But I'm not obsessed okay! Hahahhaa.
Ohhhh my goodness. You know you know! The March one week holiday is just ard the corner right! Can you believe it! We;ve so much work to do la! So much for giving us a term break la! My goodness. I thought I could use the March hols to finally catch up on my !sleep and to lyk exercise and all? Waliao, looks like I'm gna have to be doing school stuff like every day from morning to night during the March hols. Sad la! There's lyk four projects so far (samh, geog, chinese, maths) and there's lyk so many assignments?! There's the art postcard assignment, there's the soon-to-be-assigned lit assignment, and heymath assignments, and the maths independent learning thing! goodness meeeee!
But, during the March hols I'm gna have 3 dates! Haha, yay! :D Wednesday's sentosa with mabel. Friday's sushi with kor and mei! Yesyes, like FINALLY ohmy goodness. And i-dont-know-what-day is i-dont-know-what with stacie! :D
suddenly felt like taking a look back at my 2006 new year resolutions!
here they are, in red, in random order:
01. STAY SINGLE.
yes, kept.
02. be 43kg by the end of the year
die. i'm far from it haha. workit out babylahhh.
03. go running once a week
oops. but now i gym at least once a week!
04. do at least 40 situps every other day
hahaha.. oops.. tonight tonight! yesyes.
05. quit saying d, fk, mf, b, h, etc.
heh.. ok i admit i havent really been making a conscious effort.
06. learn to say "no!", even if it makes me seem like a bad bad person.
well, yes and no.
07. study hard & smart for streaming.
i need to manage my time better! ahh.
08. do well in school
mm,. didnt really do that well, but didnt do that badly too la so yeah. but i feel that i cldve done much better for some stuff. time management! and being focused. and priorities. goodness me!
09. go for another mission trip at the end of the year to thailand/bintan
this i need to pray about. QT!! aiyooo.
10. never lose trust & faith in Him
yesyes.
11. try to be a joy, blessing, encourager & confidant to others, instead of a pain in the ass.
uhh.. ok i didnt really keep this. been quite a pain in the arse lately. ha. but i have been trying.
12. use proper english.
soRrii laRrhXx w0 zHe g3 c4nn0dd m4K3e it lehhxXx. haha wthh, kidding. nope, havent kept this. havent been punctuating and capitalising properly? hahahaha...
haha yup that's all.
Ok, so I haven;t been that on track. Not that it's totally bad, cos it's good in the sense that it make me feel so dependent on God to provide all my needs and to bring me through and well yeah basically this kinda just lyk helps me to put my faith in Him yesyes (:
You know smth? I tell myself I won't do smth, and the next moment, you'll see me doing exactly what I promised myself I wouldn't do, AND MORE. Sigh. I'm such a.. er.. er.. undetermind person. Sigh. And fickle minded too? Haiyoo. When I try to rmb smth, I forget it ever so easly. When I'm trying super hard to forget smth, I find it so freaggin hard to forget it! Ugh. Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out!
Oh man, you know for maths now, we're doing some independent learning thing. It's another one of those crappy things that resulted from the teach less learn more thing that's lyk seriously stressing us out like crazy la oh my goodness grascious me! Anyways, the topic's graphs. And! Ohhh my goodness I don't understand a thing! Ahh, thank God I have an older brother who's ever so smart! Haha!
Family night's this Friday! And so is the netball finals! But we can't go support, ughh! Anyways, all the best yal! Haha. Eh shit man I seriously suck at netball hahaha what the heck la hahahhaa. Oh oh oh!! And. All the best to the mg sizzlers too! Though I lyk hardly know any of you but lyk whatever laaa all the best haha. Anways, I hope family night wont be a screwup! haha, what what what will the geekers wear?!?! haha, let's rock! :DDD haha, hannah lee's really good at imitating simon! funny la. haha. and diane's so good at being bimbotic, haha, diane and diana ross! And! Wilona, Seeyue, and Jinnie Gim Soo Jin are sooo good at doing the geek dance la! Haha. I hope I/we don't screw up!
do you know that i have very weird dreams every other night? they usually make me not wanna get outta bed in the morning. but i do anyways, cos i dont wanna return to the weird weird dream. lol.
Ok, i need to do my maths independent whateveryoucallit now! zai jian!
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the time is 10:00 p.m.
oh-kay.. now i regret coming online. i shldve just said "ha it's definately not me" to begin with, then none of this freaked up shit wldve come to. see see see. all this shit cos i talk too much. oh wtfreak. well, back to the promise i made to myself ytd morning. and er. forget whatever else i was thinking. back to my promise. only now, i'm doubly certain and determined bout my promise. God bless you.
so there. my eyes didnt leak. i didnt break. i'm gna washup, sleep, wake up, study.
btw, i hate people hinting things to me. unless you're being cute, it pisses me off. so you either be direct or just shut the freak up.
ughh, i dont understand the maths thing! at all! and bio? wth's going on la! i cant even rmb a thing. and i got bad comments from yeo and cheah, and i cant rmb who else. they were saying what i shld participate more in class. hello. it's not my fault i'm lyk super put off by some people right! so i just shut down. aiya. whatever la. maybe i shld stay at home on sat. sleep in, gym, study. yeah. that's what i'll do.
well, so much for sleeping early tonight.
i hope i have a good rest, and sweet dreams tonight. i've been deprived of them. well tonight's gna be different. it had better be.
the time is 10:40 p.m.
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
mong thamaimai ruk leew mong thamai
mong thamai
mai ruk leew mong thamai
Saturday, March 04, 2006
wth la, i feel like shit.Thursday, March 02, 2006
yo yo waddup waddup! haha, yayyay, tmr i-.-
i was just about to say, tmr after netball i'm gna go meet up with mabel. and then blahblah on and on about this week and the coming weekend and march hols blahblah. BUT NOOO. NO MEETING MABEL. someone said NOOO. why? because 430 is the time to come home. why? cos it's the time to come home. and then she stares at me with a confused look. -.- *cough* and besides, i alrd did that last week so why shld i do it again? *cough* and. meet for what? hmmmmm. NO. NO MEETING MABEL.
-.-
lame shit la.
wdv la. i'm still gna meet mabel on saturday for lunch and maybe on sunday and next sunday too hahahah.
ahh, i need to burn cd and deco it now. i hope i hope i do well for history tmr! the chapter isnt that hard afterall, heh!
it's been freaggin quiet this week. how sad.
ahh, i also havent written mabel's letter yet.
i want to say smth to someone but i know it'll be of no good and blahblahblahblahblah
:/
have i mentioned? i really look like shit. i need mah beauty sleep.
oh why oh why am i so high tonight. when there's nth to be happy about.
ok i'm off. my throne calls me. time to miao.